Inkari Files Entry 019 – Pulse Check – Still Alive
Signal steady. Volume down. After months of shouting truth into static, I went silent—half from exhaustion, half from obedience. The noise was winning. Not just the world’s noise, but the one inside my skull—the algorithm that doesn’t run on code so much as craving.
I thought silence would be peaceful. It wasn’t. It was loud. Every thought I’d buried under scrolling started echoing again. But sometimes God drags you into quiet because that’s the only place He still gets your attention.
I’ve been praying differently. Less “use me” and more “undo me.” The first prayer makes you feel useful. The second strips you bare. He’s teaching me that His strength isn’t a blaze—it’s a steady wind, a stream that carves stone slow enough to look like stillness.
I used to think control meant staying loud—posting, proving, performing. Now I think control is obedience. Sometimes obedience looks like writing less so that when you do speak, it’s truth that survived the refining fire.
The algorithm still scares me. It’s too good at its job—keeping our eyes busy so our hearts never have to listen. But faith was never meant to compete with distraction. The cross wasn’t trending.
I’m not stepping out of the digital storm; I’m just anchoring deeper. I’ll keep writing—but not for reach, not for rhythm, not for applause. I’ll write for the pulse that still beats when everything else stops. Because this isn’t about engagement—it’s about endurance.
Truth still matters. Light still breaks. And I still believe the Spirit moves best on low bandwidth.
I can’t promise consistency. I can promise honesty. That’s the covenant I keep here.
So if the feed goes quiet again, don’t mistake it for absence. It just means the transmission went back to prayer for a while.
— inkari 🧵⚡ Sector Δ7 Data Recovered – 1 Kings 19:11-12 / John 1:5 / 1 Peter 3:15 Transmission Archived